The Stressssss

School is really stressful. Im not casually saying this'it really really suck.

Everything is frustrating me today.
Even my bloody keyboard is not working with me well.

Physics is like the biggest burden currently on my shoulders.
I really don't know how to do shit and what frustrates me the most is that I feel my teacher is a really horrible teacher and I have no idea what she is saying. Each time I ask her to repeat I still don't freaking understand.

Whats worse is when I do the homework and feel utterly useless for not knowing how to do shit and its like . Urgh both upsetting and stressful at the same time.
And when this two of my emotions get together I actually show a really really bad temper.
I literally tore up my homework when I get this frustrated.

Its like a freaking combination of feeling stupid(upset) , blaming the teacher cause you literally can't understand shit and you get even more stressful.

And usually when this happens I  won't do my homework. In fact I'll get bloody angry for the whole day.

I need a freaking physics tuition teacher.
I donno its  just boiling within me I can't even express how much URGH i have in me,

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This SCHOOL WEEK has been both fun and torturous.
Like what they make us stay all the way till 3.15 ?

DON'T WE NEED FREAKING REST. & some of us have cca too! ( I don't have one)
Okay but seriously our lives would be better if we ended at like 2.15 or smth.

WHY DO THEY DO THIS TO US. YOU'RE JUST GONNA MELT MY BRAINS.

Anyway once again I had a serious pimple breakout due to the pizzas and chicken drumlets I have been eating this week. But its okay.

MY MOTTO IS : GOOD FOOD OVER GOOD FACE.

I've been sleeping pretty early myself for this week cause I really don't wanna sleep in class.
Not that I want to pay attention or anything. Just so I don't have to go through the cruel process of wanting to sleep but can't.

First few days of school

TORTURE. PURE TORTURE.

First and second day was pure talks and it was nonsense.

Today was the start of lessons and my timetable is shit.
It all ends at 3.15 except Fridays . Means I WILL HAVE NO LIFE.

Anyway I went pennying like yesterday with Raphael Marcus and Kenji .
It was horrible too.
We pennied/walked/run for 4 hrs to parkway.
AND I FELL SO BAD.

2014

I'm gonna start 2014 different.

Cos apparently I hate this society so I decided to do smth about myself.

Don't people hate the whole school thing. Like, the populars, the nerds, the wannabes, the athletes.
Like who the heck are we to discriminate this , to give these people an identity. Especially for the ''losers'' labelled in our school.

I mean its all good for the athletes, populars but its not that well for the ''losers'' .

Therefore my new year resolution is to change the way I see these things because honestly I ever do look at people like that .

Pimple outbreak

Really.. Like when School is gonna reopen in a few days and I have a pimple outbreak.
Does pepper lunch give you outbreaks? Cause I've  been having those good shitz in my body for the past week.
I guess its my fault cause I dont eat no lovely fruits or bloody vegetables or water.
I couldn't.

I don't remember to buy them (fruits) , I choose the alternative Green Tea or Vitamin Water to Water.
And I don't touch vegetables. At all. I mean unless you mix carrots into rice then I have no bloody choice but if its like bean sprouts I don't mind taking the entire day to pick those out.

And I have not enough money to get myself my pimple creams ( used up) , WHY ARE THOSE THINGS SO BLOODY EXPENSIVE.

THEREFORE MY NEW GOAL FOR 2014 IS TO : Eat more fruits, try and drink more water. less chocolates... nahh. and still stay away from veggies. Ill just eat vitamin pills or something.

GOD BLESS MY PIMPLES TO BE GONE.

Right before Christmas

Christmas is coming soon and I have absolutely no money.
I need new sandals cause I completely broke all of mine and URGHHH
 Though I recently just went shopping with Linhui and Xinying at Bugis. Got new shorts , denim outerwear and another shirt that I like haha but the shoes would just eat up so much money so I didn't get any.
 Then a few days back I watched Frozen once again with Xinying then went to grab some yoghurt cause we wanted to eat healthy. Idk but smth like that. Cause we added fruits to our yoghurt ;)
Then me and vivian did some baking but I guess it was lik 30% fail 70% pass cause its edible and tastes.. decent.

Thats literally not even blogging its just like sentencing out what I did for the past 5 days.

The little things that frustrates me

Many shitty little things in everyday life that frustrates me.


1) I really dislike it when people only think about themselves.

2) I really dislike it when people can't admit that they're wrong when they are at fault.

3) I dislike people who choose to runaway from problems.

4) I dislike people who snaps at other people just because they are having a bad mood like shit you. Those people, that just got snapped at don't deserve that tone and shitty lil voice you're using unless they provoked you on purpose then thats an exception.

I mean these shit frustrates me but I'm not entirely saying that I don't do that sometimes, everyone makes mistakes. But literally some people, they live their life based on it. Like they literally are it like its in their personality. Its like a full time job for them or smth eeks.